Once again I'm sitting here not even knowing what to write about. I feel like I have a lot running through my mind but nothing to say. But I think that's just me, I don't ever talk about what is going on, is that bad keeping things to myself? Some same it is and some say it's not.
Whenever I would hear the Senior's say that there is so much pressure and this year is so stressful I would never really believe them. Like whats so stressful about finishing your last year and graduating? But no I completely understand. It's hard to apply for school that is going to help you begin your life, it's hard to look for scholarships so you don't have to take out loans. It's hard to work all the time to save up for moving out or using that money for college. It's hard to finally accept the fact you aren't a little kid anymore and you are going to have a lot more responsibilities. But are we all ready for that? Are we ready to start to be on our own & make choices on our own? I've been waiting for this for the longest time. I couldn't wait to finally be done with school, move out, and finally start doing things on my own. But now that it's almost here im not even close to being ready. And it sucks it really sucks on still not being prepared after all year trying to do my best to be ready.