Thursday, May 14, 2015

So we did it.
Today is our last Thursday, our last time in some classes and it still hasn't really hit me.

I'm not sad that I'm done with high school, or sad about growing up and moving on with life but its kind of sad never coming back at the end of the summer and seeing the same people most of us have seen for years. I think I'm more sad to graduating without some people who I feel should be here. Like Parker, Alfonso, Frannie, and Myles. They should be with us and they aren't that is what is sad.

I remember when I was a freshman and how excited I was to start High School, those years passed by so fast and I wish I was more involved then I was. I never allowed myself to really get close to anyone other than a few people, which is a good and bad thing. It sucks because I don't have tons of memories with my senior class but at least it wont be tough when we all go our different ways.

I think everything will hit me once I walk. But I don't think I'll be sad, I think I will be so proud of myself for finally being done with high school. I wasn't the perfect student, I got lazy, I didn't get straight A's but I did work hard and I feel like I accomplished more then I thought. In my family there were 3 other cousins and my brother I was growing up with and I was the 3rd oldest, and I'm going to be the 1st to graduate on time and with good grades, and the 1st to go to college. I finished high school without getting in trouble like most of my family. I finished high school without having a baby like my parents. Im very proud of proving a lot of people wrong. And I'm not done yet, I plan on graduating college and having a successful career.

So these last few days aren't going to be sad necessarily, they are just going to make things a lot more real of what I've accomplished and what I have to look forward to in my future. For all of my classmates I hope you never give up on your dream. I hope you accomplished everything you want and more, we all deserve nothing but the best. So I hope none of us settle for less.

Forever you guys will be in my heart. THE CLASS OF 2015