Once again I'm sitting here not even knowing what to write about. I feel like I have a lot running through my mind but nothing to say. But I think that's just me, I don't ever talk about what is going on, is that bad keeping things to myself? Some same it is and some say it's not.
Whenever I would hear the Senior's say that there is so much pressure and this year is so stressful I would never really believe them. Like whats so stressful about finishing your last year and graduating? But no I completely understand. It's hard to apply for school that is going to help you begin your life, it's hard to look for scholarships so you don't have to take out loans. It's hard to work all the time to save up for moving out or using that money for college. It's hard to finally accept the fact you aren't a little kid anymore and you are going to have a lot more responsibilities. But are we all ready for that? Are we ready to start to be on our own & make choices on our own? I've been waiting for this for the longest time. I couldn't wait to finally be done with school, move out, and finally start doing things on my own. But now that it's almost here im not even close to being ready. And it sucks it really sucks on still not being prepared after all year trying to do my best to be ready.

Chris Brown. Oh Jesus I love him. He is an amazing artist. Like honestly he has a beautiful voice, he can dance, his art work is perfect. Like when is he going to wife me up?

Coffee. Greatest thing ever created. Honesty like I don't understand how some DONT like it? Like what is wrong with you? My favorite is Columbian coffee with vanilla creamer. You can never go wrong with that. Daily rise is the best coffee place. If you never went you should really go. I have an addiction.. It's a problem actually. I really need coffee to function. But hey I don't have a problem with it

Has anyone tried detox water? If not you should. So good. And so good for you.

Family is really important to me. I bet it is to everyone too, but sometimes it's sad when we only get together when death comes around. My grandpa got really sick on Sunday and he's been in the hospital, now he's getting heart surgery and we are all sitting in the waiting room waiting for the doctor to come out to tell us how everything went. The hardest thing was probably seeing my grandpa cry, he's the best man I've ever known. So strong. My grandparents keep my family stable so whenever there is a thought of losing either of them that hits us really hard. I'm not looking for sympathy or anything just needed to let it out.

Lmfao I seeiously talk about the most random things.

So like I'm suppose to be writing something interesting but I honestly can't think of anything. This reminds me of the t.v. show Awkward though. I don't really writing, I never have so I honestly don't know how this is going to turn out.

I need a vacation.

I really want to go on a cruise. I think it would be really fun, but then its kindof scary because what if Titanic happens again? I'm not really for all of that. But i really want to get away from everything for while. This year hasn't been the best. But you think it would right? Its senior year everything should be falling in place but nothing is going as planned. Only a few more months though, so I'm excited. I'm excited to start living! Like there is a whole new world out there and I honesty can't wait to experience it. 

Did anyone see Rihanna's dress at the Grammys? She looked like a big pink Pom pom. Her dress was soooooo fluffy. People where saying it looked like Patrick the star. Arianna Gande and Big Sean looked really cute together, one of my favorite couples. They look really happy together. 

I really want ice cream. I haven't had ice cream for the longest time. :( 

Valentine's day is coming up 😮😮 

I'm really bad at this blogging stuff. I don't think I'm doing it right.. So sorry if your reading a bunch of nonsense.